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&AntiHomewk xClimaxer

so many things to hope!
good grades, good friends
finding the right gal
remain remembered by certain someones
&what i dream for will all come true

3yr since we first met,
2months since our last.
Since this December,
Till the next one to come,
I'll be back for yeh guys.

thanks, For just being yourself.

AyuTomoe
Cindy
Elaine
Estee
Samantha
SinWoon
Stacy
Tara-Linn
Zooiee

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my inspirer: someone x)

February 2008
March 2008

life really doesn't like me ..

waking up every morning feeling refreshed ..

leave the class at the end of the day feeling happy ..

reach my house feeling relatively alright ..

turn off my computer feeling confused and depressed ..

come out of my shower feeling empty ..

typing a new post, feeling fucked as i review how screwed up life has gotten me..


when you said you hated me, i was so hurt .. cause i loved you so much ..
i spilt everything out to some people .. and they helped make me happy .. and i slowly got over you .. since you had billy ..

when you said you loved me and you dumped billy .. i knew i should have been happy .. but i couldnt bring a smile to what you had said .. cause deep inside it still hurt that much .. after you said at the start if it was okay with me being your friend only ..

when you said no one could replace me .. i thought of billy .. how you had loved him more than me even though for only a few days .. all you wanted was whether i still liked you ..

i still dont know the answer .. i dont have it .. i dont know when i will have it ..

you said when you needed me i was never on ..

you said when you needed a hug i wasnt there ..

you said when you needed a kiss i couldnt be by your side ..

baby .. my head tells me to love you but my heart tells me not to .. cause it doesnt wna be hurt again ..


i know you will be reading this zoie .. how you knew i was troubled .. hah, you know me all too well .. you were not the only person i lied to that i was alright .. i lied to everyone by my actions at school .. only those who came to my blog ever knew,..

i need a bit of guidance .. need some advice .. and tonnes of cheering up ..

should i have met you in the first place anyway .. the happiness you gave me .. the sadness you wrought .. i dont know ..